Lyme, Body, and Soul

My journey to health has been the process of choosing myself- over and over and over again. 

Saying no to things that were draining my energy, even when it was hard and my people-pleasing patterns showed up strongly. 

Chronic illness has been the biggest lesson in acceptance. 

Unfortunately, this is not a one-time thing.

It’s a process of resistance- feeling the anger, grief, disappointment, frustration- for varying periods of time and then coming back into acceptance. And then being triggered and doing the whole thing all over again. 

There is a breaking point when you’ve realized you’ve done SO much healing- physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, nervous system work, subconscious reprogramming, making big changes in your life, stepping outside of your comfort zone, etc. And all of these have helped tremendously in certain ways. And you are a much more authentic version of yourself. AND you are still dealing with pretty debilitating physical issues.