Chronic illness has been the biggest lesson in acceptance.
Unfortunately, this is not a one-time thing.
It’s a process of resistance- feeling the anger, grief, disappointment, frustration- for varying periods of time and then coming back into acceptance. And then being triggered and doing the whole thing all over again.
Read MoreThere is a breaking point when you’ve realized you’ve done SO much healing- physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, nervous system work, subconscious reprogramming, making big changes in your life, stepping outside of your comfort zone, etc. And all of these have helped tremendously in certain ways. And you are a much more authentic version of yourself. AND you are still dealing with pretty debilitating physical issues.
Read MoreI have an upcoming workshop in Portugal. The thought of going feels expansive, exciting, exhilarating.
And terrifying.
Because the truth is, I have spent most of this past year apartment-bound, most days in bed.
Read MoreWhen I got really sick, I created a “when I’m better” list of all of the things I planned to do when I felt better.
One of the things was start a business.
Last week, I started getting flu-like symptoms. I thought it was possibly a sinus infection. The next morning I woke up feeling even worse- achy, feverish, sore throat, sinus pain and pressure, nausea, fatigue, weakness, headache, with chills and sweats.
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